My Best Friend

To my Best Friend:

              For the past seventeen years you and I grew up together. When I met you It was like love at first sight and we immediately started to fall in love. You held me in your arms and always told me it was going to be ok. You made me feel like I was invincible, I could and would conquer the world. No matter if it was morning, noon, or night I could always count on you making me feel better. Hour by hour days would go by and all the guilt would be gone, the shame just disappeared. You promised you would love me as I loved you! You promised you would always make me feel good and you would never leave my side. You said I could do whatever I wanted, I would be popular and well liked, I would be the greatest of all and nothing could stop me. Our intimacy was so real as we grew closer and closer together. The more and more we got involved the more dependent and reliant I become on you, your company, your comfort and your healing power. I did everything for you, I gave up my family, walked out on my kids, hurt the people I loved, I lied, I robbed, I cheated, and I stole All to be WITH YOU. I became what you wanted me to be. I was faithful to you and only you and as my guilt and hurt grew stronger your hugs and kisses were bigger. You lied to me Demon! You stared into my face for 17 years and lied to me, you said it was ok and it wasn’t! You didn’t take the guilt or shame away you numbed and masked it. You ran when I got locked up or arrested, and I had to suffer without you for days on end. You left me sick and hurting only to be waiting for me at the doors on release day.  You made me homeless without a warm PLACE TO SLEEP! POPULAR??? Yeah popular with the police department. You took my friends, my family, my hopes and my dreams, YOU ROBBED ME! Everything you have ever done for me was under false pretense. You took my happiness. In my own house hour by hour, day by day, year after year, you guided me down the staircase, where we reached the darkest coldest of all dungeons. We danced and danced and danced all night long, until you were done with me. You shackled me to the floor stared deep into my eyes with those big teeth ready to devour me whole. You strung me up in that cell where you would wait for the right opportunity to keep me locked in the dungeon for eternity. Waiting to feed on my soul as it breaks, your breathing gets heavier and heavier you begin to salivate. After years of being fed by my hate and injured soul, you, the beast in the dark prepares to devour me whole. You eat and eat and overtime, it had become your decision if my light would shine. Darkness upon dark you’ve continually chosen, deeper you pull me I HANG THERE IM FROZEN. You, demon slip and make a mistake, the spark you saw scared you and you stepped away. As you break I see a small glimpse of white, like wings of angels swooped in to bring darkness to light, my angel has come to lift me on high, and proclaim to the lord I don’t deserve to die.  I grab your hand to drag you outta the pit, you scream and yell and start to spit!

The magnitude of light given off by my God, devours you whole, you stand in shackles, not in reach of my soul. Demon I write this to say in all that your worthless, I have a new best friend now and he gives me purpose! It was you by yourself whom sent all the scares, but now it is me, my mom, and the spirit who stand at the top of the stairs. AS you’re shackled and chained, in arms reach, to the floors, never forget my armies bigger than yours!  

I will not rest until Ive devoured every one of them! cause GODS GOT MY BACK,  look out we’re comin for you DEMON!          

                                                   -Sean A. Blair

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